You can run, you can hide.
In The Gutter, you're always back to where you started.
In The Gutter, you're always back to where you started.
Duke City Getaway by Bill Baber
It had been
two days and three states since I’d showered. I had the speed sweats and could
smell the stink coming from my body. And I could smell fear. Yeah, I was
scared.
By now, Lester Morales knew his brother Eddie was dead. He also knew a quarter-million
dollars of his money was missing. After taking inventory of his dealers, he’d
know I was guilty on both counts. So I ran as fast as I could from Albuquerque.
I was
betting Lester thought I’d head for El Paso, the only other place I had ever
lived. But the Morales brothers had people there and I wouldn’t last as long as
a six-pack on a summer Saturday night. I stole a car in the last hour before
dawn and headed west on I -40. Just outside of Grants, as the sun lifted above the
eastern horizon, I torched the car on a dead-end dirt reservation road just
outside of town. I walked three miles to a used car dealer on the outskirts of
town, waited an hour for the owner to show, and paid cash for a five-year-old
Chevy pickup. Then, I dropped to the south through El Malpais: the badlands.
It was early
on a Monday morning and a monsoon storm was raging. Lightning was right
overhead and thunderous bursts of what sounded like the end of the world were
synonymous with the flashes. Just like gunshots.
There was a
light on at the house, Eddie’s Lincoln the only car in front. I walked in and
threw the money on the table.
“You’re late,
ese. Ain’t the first time. Ought to
dock you,” Eddie said.
“See that
storm out there? Damn, it was nasty out in Rio Rico. Closed roads and shit.”
“I don’t
give a rat’s ass about that. Drop’s supposed to by two, it’s three thirty. I
don’t like it, Lester sure don’t like it. He gets nervous when some little pendejo is late with his cash. This
don’t happen again. Comprende?
I never
liked Eddie. I’d been loyal and never tried to fuck Lester over in the five
years I’d worked for him. But Eddie, he wouldn’t be nothing without his big
brother – and he tried to take advantage of it, always trying to be a hard ass.
He just came off as a dick. Lester was a good cat to work for so I surprised
myself when Eddie started to gather all the night’s take and I shot him in the
back. Guess it was the sight of all that cash and the thought that I could be
out of the life. I didn’t give it much thought, just did it. Loaded all the
cash in his Lincoln and got the fuck out of there. I stole a car and left The Q
in the rear-view.
I stuck to
back roads through New Mexico, Arizona, and now Nevada, watching the rear-view
constantly. I began to regret what I’d done instantly but I did it. So, scared
or not, I would deal with what came my way. I passed Vegas and headed north on
93.
I was
running with no end in sight. I had looked at a map, thought maybe I would be
safe somewhere in Oregon or Montana. But
I knew Lester wouldn’t forget. Sooner or later he would find me.
So I did the
only thing that seemed to make sense.
I took
another hit of Lester’s speed and backtracked, made it to Flagstaff that night,
got a room, and slept for twelve hours.
By two the next afternoon, I pulled into Albuquerque. Lester hung out at a west-side dive called Leo’s. I circled the lot and didn’t see his car.
By two the next afternoon, I pulled into Albuquerque. Lester hung out at a west-side dive called Leo’s. I circled the lot and didn’t see his car.
Other than
Carl Vasquez behind the bar, the joint was empty. “You’re crazy,” he said with
a smile. “Morales has his whole crew looking for you. And there’s a nice little
price on your head. Ought to waste you myself.”
But Carl and
me were tight. We bumped fists. “Man, can’t believe you had that bigga stones.
Either that or you’re plain fucking loco,” he said.
“Look, man,”
I said. “I’m gonna waste Lester. It’s my only play.”
He gave me a
long look. “You are crazy. Vaya con Dios.”
I finished
my beer and left.
Lester had
put a guy named Carlos on my old route. When he collected at his last stop, I
was waiting for him to walk out the door. I hit him in the back of the head with the butt of my gun, gagged him,
tied him up, and left him in the backseat of his car.
It was a
little after three when I pulled in front of the drop house. Lester’s car was
in front. I opened the door, gun in hand.
“Damnit,
you’re late,” Lester started before looking up from the stacks of money he was
counting. He saw it was me. A thin smile parted his lips.
I didn’t say
a word, just pulled the trigger until it clicked.
Just like a few nights earlier, I gathered up the money and left Duke City. This time I wasn’t scared of anything. I headed south toward El Paso. I might stop and say hello, but my final destination was farther south, much farther. And I didn’t plan on coming back.
Just like a few nights earlier, I gathered up the money and left Duke City. This time I wasn’t scared of anything. I headed south toward El Paso. I might stop and say hello, but my final destination was farther south, much farther. And I didn’t plan on coming back.
